I know exactly what you mean. Your own stuff doesn’t do it because you know exactly what happens, how it happens, and how it was made. No excitement or magic. It sucks when you have really specific tastes in pornography and have to beg trade or bribe others into filling your niche, which they might not particularly find ultra sexy.

Yessss that explains it much better. I get bummed out when people are like ‘if you want this content then make it yourself.’

Like I totally understand where they’re coming from and yes I can make it myself, but I’m still not getting the content I want cuz I can’t even enjoy my own work.

not to make you uncomfortable but your smut? very easy to masturbate to.

Not uncomfortable at all. That’s good to hear. 😎👌

you’re one of the few smut writers who’s smut r e a l l y does something

WOO

I have achieved success.

sarahannedemial replied to your post: I don’t get any kicks out of the smut I write….

then clearly you need to write more omo because shit always turns out better when you’re inspired

Well, it’s not that I’m not inspired. I like a lot of the kinks I write. I just don’t get turned on because it’s MY writing. It’s like an artist drawing a masterpiece that everyone loves but the artist cringes when they look at it.